Thursday, December 23, 2010

Christmas is almost over!

Just a few more days and we can leave our homes again. I plan on stocking up on some food and getting a few magazines and dvds to watch over the weekend.

New Years shouldn't be too bad. Its not usually a family holiday and people tend to hang with their friends on new years.

This one's been tuff but its almost over!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

A Christmas treat for my Orphans

Follow me on twitter:

Let me know you are following me and I will add you to my best buddy list.

We need to stick together!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Staying busy during the Holidays

Hey guys hope all of you are doing well. I'm posting some reminders and advice for the holidays.

Say no to electric blankets! They are very dangerous. Nuff said.
Try wearing extra layers of clothes while sleeping and hang blankets over windows to keep out the cold. And turn the heater on once in a while. Better to spend a little money on utilities than to freezer or burn.

Stay occupied. Its tuff. I had a friend that was supposed to visit on Thanksgiving. He is still MIA. I have been renting videos from the library.

Also I bought some cheap posters to hang around the living room. The Dalai Lama says to surround yourself by happy images. So I got a few posters of my favorite cartoons. That cheers me up a bit.

I'm also drawing a little. And tweeting on twitter. Its like having friends and its fun.

Also listening to new music can help. Music that doesn't remind of of anything from the past.

Just a few more weeks and it will all be back to normal for the most part.


Is it hard to trust people if they change their opinions about you? If someone's nasty then warm to you, how do you feel about them? also, how easy is it to let ppl in?

Everyone or every orphan is different. I tend to be a anti-social snot. I don't trust people. I think most people are fake. I have noticed a lot of people are mean and then nice. I am sometimes the same way but I act mean because I may be going through a hard time. But other people I have noticed act mean one day just to me and then ACT nice the next day.

Go figure. I don't know what their problem is.

As time goes by I am trusting less and less. I find myself realizing that people are just kinda fake and men are jerks most of the time. Its sad.

But I always say that orphans need to look out for themselves. If people really cared and were trustable then I wouldn't have to save up money incase I get fired. But I have gotten fired without notice before even though my boss knew that I am on my own.

Even friends can have their own agenda. I may hang out with my friends but people will always care more about what they want and themselves than others.

I find it very hard to trust. I just try to look out for myself. All the people that I ever trusted are dead.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

One Year Anniversary of the Orphan Handbook!

Hey guys. I'm sure we have realize yet again how difficult the Holidays are. People with parents seem to just disappear. I had a friend say he was gonna visit me on Thanksgiving week and he never showed up. Other friends who used to text me are no where to be found. Even one of my bosses is home sick with her mom. Gosh I would love to be 50 years old and get to stay home sick with my mom.

I hoping things we get easier in January. Just three weeks away. Untill then I will continue to enjoy movies from the library and home cooked meals with my dog. I'm still having panic attacks and chest pains at work. I hope things get better for all of us.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Orphan update

Thanksgiving wasn't too bad. I stayed in a chilled.

I plan on still taking it even more easy soon and renting more dvds from the library etc.

Light bulb Tips for Orphans

Over Thanksgiving weekend I had a light bulb burn out. The old one was a 60 watt but all I had was 100 watt bulbs. So guess whay this little orphan didn't know? Can I use the 100 watt in place of the 60 watt?

No. I texted a few friends and they are not interchangable.

So 60 watt = 60 watt


100 watt = 100 watt

Otherwise they may over heat, exploded....all that good stuff.